Wow! So excited to find this blog! I have been reading for a couple of days, wondering if I should post and what I would say. As I read through most of your blogs and read the introductions, I felt more and more at home. I couldn't believe how many times I would read a sentence and think, I was just thinking/feeling that the other day! So cool!
Anyway, My name is Meg and I am 26. I live in State College, PA with my husband Eric of four years. No kids...but a great dog named Buck. We have just bought a house and love it! We are originally from North Carolina, so living in PA has been a bit of a shock to us this year. We have though made great friends, have great jobs and are overall very, very blessed.
I have spent the last two years struggling, questioning, running from, and crying over my faith. I have read so many of the same books that you all have mentioned and have finally found peace in the journey that I am on. I still have a lot of questions but I am thankful to have found a place to express myself that feels safe. I have recently been dialoging with my dad regarding my faith and the new things I am thinking and praying about. My dad is very much a conservative evangelical and while our conversations have been healthy, I worry he thinks I'm going off the deep end. In fact, in talking with my brother today he said my dad is worried about me. That hurts. So again, I look forward to being a part of this conversation as I feel like it is somewhere I actually feel I fit.
If you want to know more about my spiritual journey at this point check out my blog at walkon2006.blogspot.com
Hope everyone has a great weekend!
I find that it is a place that I can fit. I feel so out of place at most of the church communities that I grew up with. I love that I can ask questions about the bible about God, be angry and most importantly, I feel that it is a conversation about the future. It is important to reach a world that has been so badly hurt by people who claim to be followers of Christ. I want to be a part of changing the image that most people have of Christ. I'm still asking a lot of questions though...but I think that is healthy.
I find it hard though to embrace and love my religious past that did great things for my journey.
What about you?