Hi guys, this is more of a personal post. I'm going through a really rough time with issues related my mom, who I have forgiven more than 77 X 7 and yet despite her insistence to the contrary, she remains unable to be faithful her commitments to me, including the ones that really wound my heart. And it's not even so much that I'm having trouble forgiving her -- I know she can't help it and doesn't mean to hurt me -- but it DOES hurt so acutely, and I don't know what to do to both love my mother and safeguard my heart wisely so that I am not so preoccupide with fresh wounds peeling off old scars that I am impared in my own ability to mother, be present and savor the gifts of God. Please pray for me. Thanks so much!